Emotional Frustration

I have so many emotions running through me this weekend and yet I feel oddly at peace with myself and the world.  I feel as if everything will be okay, things are actually going to work out for the better this time.  I went to see Bruno on friday and ran in to my ex.  It just took one look to make all the feelings I had for him rush back and overwhelm me.  I didn’t know what to do.  Later that night my other friend came over and we taked for about 6 hours straight.  It was pretty amazing.  There aren’t many people that I’ve been able to stay up with all night talking to like that, especially another guy.  It’s rather bittersweet.  I love it and yet I hate it at the same time.  I don’t get why it’s always the ones I feel like I click with the best are the ones that I just can’t have.  It really sucks.  So that’s my current emotional frustration,  I’m sure more is to come this following week.

~ by dreamchrisdream on July 11, 2009.